Being used and taken advantage of (tw)

My biggest ever fantasy is being taken advantage of by an older man that I'm already close enough to trust, maybe a friend of my dad, or of one of my friends family members, or even like a neighbor or teacher. He'd get me drunk or maybe drug me so I'm super compliant and can't fight back, but still very conscious. Then he'd bring me to his room and force me onto the bed, he could tie me up or just keep me pinned down by overpowering me, and he'd fuck me until I couldn't feel my legs. Hopefully he'd at least start slow since it would be my first time, but I'd want him to totally ruin any holes he chooses to. He'd force he to cum, either on his cock or his fingers, maybe even his tongue or a vibrator and I'd hate how good it feels, forced through multiple orgasms I can't stand and don't want but that feel so good. When he's done, I don't know if I'd prefer he keep me tied up to play with more and use later, or take me home while I'm passed out then send me lots of pictures and videos and maybe come see me again