Dressed [f]or the job

My ex used to work in adult media production, as a production coordinator – it wasn't a secret between us, and sometimes he'd even let me join him on set to watch a production. That was... an eye-openening experience, to say the least.

When we eventually broke up, and when I was figuring out my next steps, that world didn't seem so alien anymore. So, I actually applied for an audition. That led to a surprisingly long and candid conversation with the producer, going over everything. I also made sure to speak to some of the other actresses, to get their perspective.

Finally, after feeling like I had a good understanding, I signed the necessary papers – the contracts and releases, got the necessary health check-up sorted, and then, I found myself getting ready, dressed up for my first day on this job.

Just in case I have to mention it - this is a confession of something past, and I am not proud of it today.