fucked up fantasy

hi, yall. This is going to be a very long post, so i'll post some warnings and such. this will mention CNC, so if that's not your cup of tea, move on.

I've had this fantasy for a few years now. I, an 18 (i'll be 19 in a few days, yippee) year old trans girl, have a lot of fucked up kinks and thoughts. everything in this would be absolutely fine with me, so just know that. some aspects of this are super unrealistic and probably impossible, but it's a fantasy, so whatever.

it starts simple enough. I want to be kidnapped and taken away. preferably to a cabin or somewhere isolated where nobody can hear me scream. the thought of being woken up in the middle of the night with a knife against my neck, being told to get in the trunk, and driven to an unknown location has me horny like nothing else.

from there, i'd want to be used sexually. totally ignoring my pleasure and just being used as a warm collection of holes to use and abuse. the only thing i'd eat is cum, and the only think i'd drink is piss. fuck, it turns me on just writing it. obviously, i'd act like i don't want it. like an innocent girl, i'd fight back. bondage is another fun kink, and i'm a huge pain slut, so i'd love being tied up and hurt.

i'd also serve as a standard housewife, cooking, cleaning, etc. after a few months (or weeks, however long it would take to make me a cumdrunk cocksleeve) i would want to be branded. like a cattle brand. it would hurt like hell, but fuck it's so hot (pun intended) to think about. my favorite part about the whole thing? is the part where i'd have it all livestreamed, so the whole world could see me devolve from a innocent, cute girl to a depraved whore.

so yeah. just figured i'd share that with yall, since i finally found a subreddit dedicated to Sex Fantasies. hopefully i don't get banned for how vivid this is. i have a lot more fantasies that i'd love to post