I [F25] had a threesome with two strangers 3 weeks before my wedding

I should probably tell up front that sexually I've been rather vanilla before, so the things I experienced that night might be a normal Friday for others, but for me it was *wild*.

My friends and I went to a club for my bachelorette party and at the bar I struck up a conversation with a guy - Noah - and we hit it of right away. I hadn't had that much to drink, but so much that I was more willing to take risks than I normally am. So the flirting became more daring and in the end I let myself get carried away. Noah didn't live far away and my heart was pounding as we stood outside his front door. I knew that if I went inside, there would be no turning back, but I also already knew that I was going to enter… My curiosity and fascination were way too great.

Inside, we ended up on the couch kissing, quickly becoming more passionate, and I was incredibly excited when I finally - for the first time in almost four years - felt a penis other than my fiancé's in my hand. I felt guilty, but also found it so incredibly hot that it wasn't long before I was blowing Noah.
From then on, I slowed down a bit. I've never cheated on any of my partners and I wanted to consciously experience and savor this first and - supposedly - last time. That's probably also the reason why I was so much more uninhibited at that moment and for the rest of the night than I usually was. I let Noah fuck my tits and soon he was moaning that he was going to cum. He pulled back, jerked himself off and came on my face. Something I had never allowed my fiancé…
Just as little as allowing him to put his penis into my mouth after cuming to let me suck out the last of his cum. Again, something I did with Noah...

Noah was nice enough to let me use his bathroom and take a shower and when I came back he had made me some tea, which I thought was a little weird, but also sweet. He asked me if I wanted him to take care of me, but although I was still horny, I didn't feel like having him go down on me. He felt guilty that I didn't get my money's worth, so to speak, and then rather jokingly suggested that he could invite a friend over. I thought that *that* was a very interesting idea.

Mike was there maybe half an hour later and, like Noah, was an actor, handsome and super charming. It was strange, during our small talk, to know exactly what this was all about and what it would lead to, and I wondered how we were supposed to turn from smalltalk to sex. In the end, it was quite simple: In a moment of silence, Noah suggested I might like to kneel in front of them.

I think I looked pretty confident on the outside, but I was super-excited.
I got down on my knees in front of them, they took my top off and then pushed their pants down. I took turns blowing them and jerking the other one until we moved into the bedroom.
I would like to say that everything afterwards must have looked like a stylishly staged act, but I'm afraid it was more of a wild mess. Time and time again I had incredibly intense feelings of guilt boiling up, but at the same time I found it so incredibly arousing to be with two men at the same time that the lust prevailed. I'm ashamed to admit that we didn't use condoms - again, I got carried away.

Mike was a fantastic lover who knew exactly what he was doing and directed me without being reckless. He made me feel like I was in porn: He took me from behind and slapped my cheeks, talked dirty to me and slapped his cock on my face before fucking my mouth.
With Noah it felt different. I was very attracted to him, kept making eye contact, kissing or blowing him while Mike took me, and I was more active during sex with him too. In the end, I rode him until he came inside me.

Mike didn't seem to mind taking me again afterwards, and although I was filled with guilt and shame - thinking about what a slut I was that someone had just cum inside me and now the next person was fucking me - I came under Mike's penetration.
Shortly afterwards he pulled out of me, directed me back onto my knees, told me to open my mouth and jizzed an absurdly large load onto my face and breasts.

I went to shower again, but this time nothing more happened afterwards. I took an Uber back home and got married three weeks later.
My husband, of course, doesn't know that I cheated on him, and I was absolutely terrified when I saw Mike again on tv a few months later - as if he might turn to us at any moment and reveal that he and I had sex. But even if my husband had noticed my sudden racing heart, luckily he wouldn't have been able to come to the right conclusion.
Nevertheless, as if to distract him from the tv or to make up for my infidelity, I then spontaneously gave my husband a blowjob. He didn't even know what was happening to him :-D
At the end, where I normally bring him to climax by hand and my husband also announced when he was coming, I told him to cum in my mouth this time. It felt super-hot to talk so dirty and I actually made him cum in my mouth for the first time and swallowed everything.

In the weeks that followed, I became a bit kinkier in general and tried (and liked) things that I had previously rejected.
I don't know if I'm just making light of me cheating, but I think in the end my one night stand enriched our sex life and our marriage.