I want to be fucked by a ghost/multiple ghosts 👻

Ok, idk if this is weird or not but I haven’t really found to much of this kink I’ve discovered about my self online so I thought I’d post it here. So a couple of weeks ago I found some art (that I can’t remember where) of a girl in a grave yard being fucked by ghosts, and all you could see were the blue outlines of their dicks and hands and it was soooo fucking hot. Something about this awoken something in me. Now I’m a switch who leans a little more on the submissive side and have always kind of had a weird thing with strangers but this amplifies that to 10. The thought of being fucked by someone I can’t see is sooooo hot. I bought a glow in the dark dildo abs turned off the lights and fucking myself with it pretending I’m being fucked by a ghost, but that’s not enough. Idk if there’s a bigger community for this kind of stuff but if anyone could help me with links and recourses so I can discover more I would really appreciate it 🙏