Im only into older guys now

i’m (19F) and i’ve never been into guys my age :( they’re always insecure or way too confident without even being able to handle a girl like me ;). older guys are just different, they know how to talk, theyre so confident, theyre always so muscular which make me so wet. so one day i matched with this guy on an app, he was (44M) , he was recently divorced, looked like a guy that knows how to handle things ;) we talked for a few days, about basically everything from music to some more naughty stuff, and i feel inlove. he said he usually avoids girls my age but that i was to pretty to ignore which only made me want him more. we decided to meet at his place one night after he finished work, he worked construction so thats why he was so muscular and had those thick hands. So i wore a little tank top and skirt with some red panties bc why not.

he opened the door wearing sweats and a t-shirt and he looked even better in person. we went in talked i went by quick until he started kissing me slow, then told me to sit on the couch while he poured me some wine. we barely made it past the first sip before i climbed into his lap and started teasing him. he pulled my top down and sucked on my tits while i moaned into his neck. he carried me to his bedroom, laid me down, and fingered me until my legs were shaking. then he slid in and fucked me slow with his hand around my throat, whispering how good i felt and how bad he’d wanted this. he came inside me and didn’t even pull out, just held me there and kept kissing me while i was still catching my breath. i left a little bit sore. This guy made me only want to date older guys from now on.