My Ex GF was obsessed with Gays

I was a straight male. 18 at the time, skinny build. She was short and kinda hot. Thick build. This was back around 2008 we dated for about 3 years.

I've always been a bit feminine, I've been told that since I was young and I was ok with that. I never let it get to me but I never really thought I was gay or anything. Now my ex loved to have sex, deep fucking, hardcore roleplay sex. Like fishnets and school teacher roleplay. It was great.

Over the first year or so she would constantly accuse me of being gay. LIKE ALL THE TIME. She once said "we're going to watch gay porn together and if you get a boner that means you're gay", to which I reluctantly agreed.

We were 19 now. We went to a cheap hotel. We hooked up a DVD player and I bought some gay porn from a guy at the market. We put it on and it was some old gay porn from the late 90s/early 00s. It was just 2 men just fucking. My gf just stares at my penis and constantly kept making remarks like "omg your dick is twitching". Eventually I got a boner and she cried, she said "if you're gay then that's ok". She was very weird. She started to suck my cock, but this time she fingered my asshole, it was amazing. She used a twisting motion fingering my asshole, she forced another finger in there too. I was screaming. It was so painful but so fucking hot.

Later on she kept sticking her tongue in my dick hole, this was really new to me, it felt so fucking weird but I just let her do whatever she wanted. She would only let me fuck her asshold because apparently I'm "too gay now to fuck her pussy", her actual words.

A few weeks had past and we book another hotel for sex, this time she handcuffs me to the bed. She wears this sexy lingerie, OMFG I remember like it was yesterday, her tits were so massive and her pussy so wet, out of fucking nowhere she pulls out a monster of a strap on. At this point I'm like "erm that's not going to fit plus I'm NOT FUCKING GAY", she became obsessed with the though of me being gay. She did not give a single fuck. She puts the music on the TV up, lubes her fingers and fingers my asshole relentlessly. I'm biting my pillow at this point screaming in agonising pain, I kept screaming stop but she couldn't give a fuck.

I started crying she laughs and says like "see you're so gay, men don't cry" she uncuffs me, hugs me, turns me around, face down and started to really push this strap on in to me. I'm still screaming and crying and she starts to absolutely destroy my asshole. The dildo must've been about 7 inches, I know it's not massive for some but OMG it was big for me. After she finished fucking me, she kept calling me gay because I had a boner, she spread my dick hole and statred spitting in to it and sticking her tongue as deep as she could. I must've came about 7 times that day.

Another year had gone past and we were 20, she's still obsessed with the idea that I'm gay. Back in 2010 I don't remember anything like Grinder or Tinder. She really wanted to test her theory out one more time. She begged me to fuck a guy, she wanted me to know that I am gay. I said ok after a while but I wanted a feminine guy. We went to a gay club in central London and in the queue we met this really cute white guy, he looked really feminine, I remember him wearing a sort of crop top that made it look like he had tits. He was with some friends. We talked in the queue getting in and became friendly and my GF was excited. I lied and said I'm Bi and my GF was my straight friend.

After a bit in the club I didn't really like any other guy, like I wasn't interested at all. My GF kept pointing at guys "what about him? What about him??" But I felt a bit disgusted at myself at this point. After a while the same feminine guy from earlier shows up, I actually got really happy. We had a drink and talked and somehow we started kissing, it was WEIRD. It was so nice and I felt so light and free. So you have to remember one thing whilst reading this, I do not know what gay dating is like. So I asked him if he'd want to go on a date? To which he replied "would you rather just fuck me??"
To which my GF said "only if I can watch" he didn't seem to mind.

I never told him I'm not gay, I never once mentioned to him that I've never fucked a man before. I was scared. 3 of us went to the hotel together. I remember my GF sitting down and pouring her self a glass of Vodka and red bull, the guy started to kiss me immediately, he gets on his knees, gets my cock out and starts sucking me off. GAYS CAN SUCK DICK OMFG. I nearly came from just the BJ. He takes his clothes off, he was so Fit, he had a feminine body, nice big bum and big balls. His cock was about 4 or 5 inches. Lays down and told me to sit on his face, he sticks his tongue in my asshole, straight in, no hesitation, we haven't even showered yet, we start to 69 and my GF just sat there grinning and drinking.

I end up cumming in his mouth and I was so embarrassed because this was like 5mins in. He laughed and poured him self a drink. We played some music. I was shaking with nerves, I felt like puking, I felt so horrible at this point. But I felt better when he came to sit on my lap with his bare bum and still hard cock. I get hard again after 15mins and he told me to fuck him, I remember him in doggy position with his balls and cock hanging there, I spit on his asshole and lube up, I stared to fuck him and it's like I felt nirvana. It was so fucking amazing. I just fucked him and his moans were so fucking hot. My GF gets up and plays with my balls while I fuck him, she starts kissing him too but she never took her clothes off.

He ends up fucking me while I lay on my back, my GF held my hand and I swear I haven't cum like that since. The guy leaves, he left no details. We fucked for about 2 hours. And now he's gone. It's just me and my GF. I remember her laughing and saying "I told you you're gay". I'll never forget her or him to be honest. We broke up because she couldn't handle the fact that I fucked someone else, it was her idea, such is life.

I'm married now to a woman, I'm openly bisexual. I do miss having sex with men. I only did it once again after that experience. I guess she was right.