My Life

Waking up I slid my hand under the covers. Feeling the padding between my legs I immediately knew the sensation. I had wet the bed again. Slowly I rolled out of bed and headed to the bathroom, nothing on except my diaper. Taking my phone out, I slipped my thumb in my mouth before taking a picture that showed my face down to my clearly soggy Tykables Overnight. “Good morning Mommy Haley, I wet the bed again.” I sent the message off along with the picture. Not waiting for a response, I untapped the diaper, rolling it up, and threw it in the trashcan before turning on the shower.

As I washed myself I made sure to pay extra attention to washing around the small plastic nub cage that restrained my penis. My pubes were still barely a stubble so I figured I had a couple days before needing to shave again. Getting out I dried off and checked my phone. I had a message from Mommy. “Awhhh my poor little boy. That hypnosis really seems to be working huh?” Along with the message was a picture of a calendar, today being the 17th a new rain cloud sticker had been freshly placed on the day. Actually for the whole month there were only three sunshine stickers so far.

Going back to my bedroom I laid out on my changing table, grabbing a fresh blue Mega Max. I proceeded to lay on top of it, again taking my phone out to take a picture. This time capturing the open diaper under me as well as my caged privates, “I know Mommy it’s tough with how much water you make me drink before bed too.” *Send*

As I get dressed I hear my phone ding. Knowing it’s Mommy Haley I check it. “Is that back talk I hear little mister?” Panicked I quickly reply, “No Mommy! I know you only do what is best for me. I’m sorry.” Quickly I hear back, “Good boy. Now go have your morning milkies and oatmeal before you start work.”

I finish getting dressed, an all blue snap crotch onesie with a hood and some joggers, before going to the kitchen and doing just as I was told. I put a serving of apple cinnamon oatmeal into a Thomas the Train bowl. As that heats up I fill a bottle with 2% milk. Taking it all to the table I put on my Micky Mouse bib and start to eat. Looking up to one corner I see the home security camera looking back at me and I know Mommy is always watching.

This may sound a little dystopian to you. But for the past two years this has been my life. I’m 25 now, but at 23 I was strung out on drugs, abandoned by my friends and family. Somehow I was able to keep my phone going and online is where I met Mommy Haley. A wealthy business owner she wanted me to get sober and be a better person. So she made a deal with me, I’ll live in a house she provides, work in data entry from home for her company, have all my expenses paid and receive pay. But in exchange she was in charge and she was Mommy. She would watch me through security cameras everywhere except the bathroom and bedroom, I had parental controls on all electronics, if I wanted to leave I had to ask permission and she would track my location on my phone.

It was overwhelming, but I knew it would probably be the only way for me to not die on the streets. Now here I was, two years later and actually enjoying my life. I had never met Mommy Haley in person, but we messaged everyday and would do phone calls most nights. She was in her 40s, childless and a widow she enjoyed having me to look after. Her husband had passed tragically five years ago and she never wished to engage in a romantic relationship again.

Finishing my breakfast I took my dishes to the sink. Grabbing a Cars sippy cup I filled it with water and took it to the small office I worked out of. Sitting down I picked up the pacifier that sat next to my computer and plopped it in my mouth before I started to work. Things went normally as I would drink from my sippy and work away. After a couple hours the faintest urge to pee came across me and I immediately released into my diaper. I had been wearing so long I didn’t even try to hold it anymore. I wasn’t technically unpotty trained, but it was close.

It was coming close to lunchtime when the doorbell rang. I went and answered it. Just like it always was, there stood Frank. A man who worked for Mommy Haley. Every couple of days he would stop by with my groceries, diapers and anything else I was given permission to get or that Mommy Haley would surprise me with. On this day in particular I was actually pretty excited as I knew part of the delivery was a new Millennium Falcon LEGO I had wanted. Also included in the delivery were some groceries and several packs of diapers. I helped Frank bring everything in and thanked him for dropping it off before he left.

After putting everything away I started on lunch. Looking at what I had I made some chicken breast and a salad. As well as grabbing a jar of mushed carrot baby food. I was allowed to eat “adult food” but I had to have at least one jar of baby food with every meal as well. I quickly ate my meal, then changed into some workout clothes. Mommy Haley had a small home gym set up in the basement and felt exercise was important for me. I only worked for a half day everyday and then the rest of the time I was supposed to strictly be working out, doing chores or acting in little space. I went through some kettle bell exercises then finished with a few rounds on the rowing machine.

Having worked up a sweat I went to the bathroom, taking a cool shower to wash off. I then went to my bedroom to put on a fresh diaper, this time picking a Little Kings. I found a cute green and white romper in my closet and slipped that on for the rest of the day.

I grabbed my sippy cup and filled it with apple juice before going out to the living room, opening my new Lego and starting on it as cartoons played in the background. Working on my Lego I mindlessly wet myself. Letting all my adult thoughts melt away. I knew just like every night. I would soon be having dinner before getting on a call with Mommy Haley and talking with her as I drank a warm bottle of regression formula. This was all just a typical day for me. A mix of being an adult who worked from home, and being an oversized baby who barely had bladder control. Always being watched over by Mommy Haley. And honestly compared to my old life I wouldn’t change a thing.