Reminiscings of a straight acting Bi man

It had been six months since my eighteenth birthday and here I was on a Saturday afternoon alone and still feeling pissed with my ex-girlfriend who three weeks before had been with one of my best mates.
Of course they both denied it and were both on the suck to get back in my good books, but I wasn’t having any of that, I was scheming my revenge. But what, how could I get my revenge.
I reached down and retrieved my stash from the bedside cabinet, put Sgt Pepper on the turntable removed my clothing and got stoned, sometimes, getting stoned helps me to see things from outside of the box, but, I think I was just hoping it would help me to forget about my woes. One thing I have noticed though, is that when I get stoned, those thoughts, feelings and fantasies I try so hard to suppress tend to re-surface. I make myself comfortable on my bed, close my eyes and let the music take me on a journey.
Before long all those forbidden thoughts come back and I don’t feel like denying them, so I give in, and when I do there I am, in a tender embrace with a hot guy, I lean in and give him two closed mouth kisses on his warm inviting lips, then a partially open mouthed kiss followed by a deep pash. My tongue is eagerly greeted by his, he rolls his tongue around mine while its in his mouth and while not breaking contact with my tongue, he seductively works his into my mouth, where it is eagerly greeted by mine. We swapped tongues in mouths enthusiastically, he slowly inserts his tongue deep into my mouth and I suck on it as in anticipation for something else. How could something so taboo at the time, feel so good. How could breaking that taboo be such a desirable thing for me to do. Just the thought of me secretly participating in a homosexual act in a society that openly frowns upon such things turns me the fuck on!!! There, I said it.
I wanna suck your cock behind the boat shed as long as you promise to keep it our secret.
The record plays out and the sudden silence brings me back to reality, the first thing I notice is that I’m harder than Chinese algebra and I’m oozing copious amounts of pre cum, those two things always happen every time I think about my manly adventures. As I’m turning over the record so I can return to my forbidden fantasies, I hear a noise from outside, so I glance out of my bedroom window and there he is, my next door neighbour Dane.
Let’s get acquainted with Dane, I have known him for so long that I can’t remember ever meeting him for the first time, he has just always been there. I always remember feeling sorry for Dane, mainly because his parents were so strict with him. As a kid he was never allowed out of his yard so I always made an effort to hang out with him and give him some company. But as time passed those visits became less frequent and as he grew older he would jump the fence and share a smoke with me under my house, and then before to long he would be off as quick as he would show up. When he turned eighteen his parents let him off the chain and allowed him his freedom, I felt so happy for him.
The first time he went out with his so called friends he got blind rotten drunk, and was found by the cops in the back seat of a stolen car covered in his own vomit.
Long story short, he refused to say who he was with that night, and was ultimately done for joy riding. Two years probation and twelve months good behaviour bond, and his parents removing his freedoms for the next two years, I took it upon myself to keep him supplied with cigarettes which I know he was grateful for.
As I stood there naked, with one of those extra hard, extra large, gay hard ons, still oozing. I noticed for the first time how well developed his body looked under the tank top he was wearing, and how his muscular legs were making his shorts look hot, add to that his mid length blond wavy hair, ocean blue eyes and a big smile of pearly whites that light up his face. I was now quite aware and surprised that Dane had blossomed, he is five foot nine and looking tight.
It was then it occurred to me that’s how I would have my pay back, she had her secrets well I would have mine. And that’s when I decided to finally embrace my gay urges and I made my mind up to make a move on Dane and see what happens, and that was all the thought I put into it. I gave a quiet whistle out of my window and said smoke and before I could slip on my well warn Levi’s, without undies, and no shirt he was already over the fence and waiting for me under my house.
What happens next, where will it go from there. Let me know if you would like me to continue….