so Me (18) met up with a guy in my workplace I've been texting and teasing for months

So I'm 18 and bottom for sure love me a lil bj and rimming , I didn't have that great of a experience So an online friend of mine linked me up with someone around 40 mins away But he had a car ( I don't )

So we text about 2 months looking to meet he wanted only at night but I was too tired of work bcs I worked about 14 hours a day but anyway One day the little but muscular guy . He's 19 and I had to work and I call him over to my workplace ( I clean in the evenings some object and this time it was a kindergarten )

So I was there cleaning and waiting and he came over I opened the door and he just started making out with me ( like the door had glasses and no one know so I couldn't risk it to get caught ) We went down the hall and there was a Couch and he just grabbed me and pulled me and kissed me and turned me how he wanted ( nothing against it it was a bit hot but I wasn't prepared and we didn't talked about it in any way so For my first REAL experience it was to much like how he slapped me how he spit on my face I like it in my mouth not on my face especially my eyes ) So i'm there playing with his buldge and licking it through his boxers And played with it till he pulled it out I'm like Damn now That's a COCK so I start playing with it kissing licking his dick making his shaft wet to rub him one pulled my pants down so he could see my thong but he didn't care ( for me that's a turn off ) I'm tryna get my attention back there give me a finger at least

but anyway kept sucking he kept slapping me spitting on me and stuff like that ( still not a fan ) I'm happy that cock was big because I was busy for a long time licking sucking jerking him off taking his balls in the mouth licking his gooche ( would love to rim but too hairy ) then he layed me on his lap and kept slapping my ass

Then we switched places I was sitting and he was standing and I sucked him some more God knows why I love this feeling to have cock in my mouth sadly I couldn't throat him because I'm not used to it ( still got the job done )

And as I sucked him he sat in the couch and pulled me onto his dick I was like yo chill I'm not used to it like maybe finger me first and that's what he did He fingered me with one It was good but two was to much so i said like okay let me suck you he didn't agree and pulled on his lap and his dick in the entrance

OMG DID IT HURT AND BURN he tried to slowly stroke me into it but it was really to much to sit down on it and he just wanted to keep going talking me into it like first I didn't have the time to chill and relax second it was to much for the first time we said only 30 mins and then it turned to a hour and keep in mind all raw and no kinda lube

But yeah anyway he wanted me in doggy tried still the same thing same feeling same talking I pushed him back said no and sucked him off some more till he came loads in my mouth and then we pulled our clothes back on and he kept talking to me about life and being bi or gay and stuff like that and then he saw my thong and wanted to finger me from my sweatpants I was like get off he said yeah you have a thong on I didn't saw it ( now it's to late my lust is gone ) I was like keep your hand to yourself and before we got out the door he pulled me to kiss me I pushed him away He still wanted more ( least he could was eat me out because he wanted me shaved for it )

Like man respect my decisions I don't know if I should give it another try

Yeah that's my story Hope it wasn't to boring