The best sex I've (42M) ever had was with a 21 year old coworker... and she had a boyfriend

I'm 42, divorced and live alone. A few months ago, I started working closely with a new hire. She was 21 and was very smart, quick-witted, and honestly we hit it off pretty much right from the start. I knew she had a boyfriend, but I also knew there was serious tension between them, from what she shared and how checked out she seemed whenever he called.

One late night after work, things escalated fast. What started as a venting session turned into us going back to my place and fucking like bunnies. I didn't care that she had a boyfriend and and she definitely didn't seem to either. I don’t say this lightly: the sex was the most intense, passionate, mind-blowing sex I’ve ever had. I’ve had my fair share of experiences, but this was on another level... she was very kinky and experienced for her age. We ended up fucking a few more times at my place. We used protection at first, but by the third time, she told me to not use condoms anymore, so of course I didn't pass up the chance to fuck her raw and cum inside her.

Unfortunately she eventually decided to cut things off, saying she needed to figure her life and her relationship with her boyfriend out, then she quit her job shortly after. We haven't talked since and I miss her.

Part of me still can’t believe it happened. I know the age gap is big, and the situation was messy, but damn… i don't regret a single thing.